Interesting developments To come

I feel it coming. I'm on to it. By "it", i mean, i think i know what's next. Next week, i'll divulge now, but i am really still outlining my plan. I'm feeling excited, and REALLY inspired. Since I can remember, i've always been a very fearful person. And by that, i mean, slightly afraid of change. First day in school, first day in new school, deciding on a college, GOING to college, graduating, gettting a job, STARTING job, LEAVING job. But one constant in all of it is the fear that I've had which always left me feeling very alone with that fear, like no one else could possibly understand how I am feeling at that very moment, and if there is someone out there, where are they to talk to me? So, looking back at all of those feelings, I have figured out how I can help young people in that situation, and am REALLY excited. As I said, more to come....

Ben got a new sweater this season, and is feeling PRETTY good! He hasnt worn any so far because he grew out of them from last season, and his hand me downs are for girls, and he wees all over them!

Oh, Christmas shopping=done! Yaya! I'm fighting a cold, and beleive it or not, i think a 5 mile run knocked that friggin thing right out of me. Who knows, maybe I've been in a funk. Nothing compares to the feeling the holidays give you; fat and listless. Well, so i braved the cold and took a run, and really remembered why I trained to run a marathon a couple years ago during this time of year. Damn, it just feels good!! Mentally you feel like a million bucks afterward, and during, your on top of the world. It cannot get much better!

So, to wrap up. I'm excited for once in a couple of months, and will report the developments as they come.

Oh, and in case I forgot. High school reunion happened. I went to the party the night before. Luckily, everyone fun went to that, and I felt no need to make another appearance the following night! So, here are a few shots from that fun filled night...